The Solar eclipse which occurred on May 10th in Taurus has activated my 6th/12th axis of my natal chart. This is the sub concious, spiritual, health and service axis. A Solar eclipse is a new beginning that is being fast tracked by the cosmos to get us back with the programme. A Solar eclipse is a New Moon amplified. So from dallying about in the shadows and not quite seeing the light of day, an issue from the areas of the 12th & 6th houses was set to blast into my awareness. Astrologers look to the week before or after the eclipse for the energy to surface. My wake up call occurred on the eclipse and has been illuminated during the past week. Yes a diagnosis that I have not allowed myself to accept, was brought to me via a professional at the eclipse. This was in the medical field of psychology. It is as if suddenly a light (the Sun) has illuminated my sub concious (the Moon) and has shown me that in my day to day (6th house) routines I have been reacting via hidden (12th house) memories (the Moon) and trauma secrets (12th house). My healing (6th house/12th house axis) has now been put on a better track (Solar eclipse energy).
Naturally this presents me with questions regarding my psychic and channelling abilities as opposed to my mental health disabilities. Also brought into question is the influence of estoric beliefs and mental health. Yet I can see no discrepency between ability for higher channelling or sensitive brain functioning , with mental health dysfunction. Just as I can see no discrepency between works of art and depressives or scientists and Aspergers etc. What may be on the spectrum for a disability diagnosis may also be the flip side to a talented gift as well. There is a lot for me to ponder and reconcile into my belief system at present. Thankyou Spirit. I trust my shaman's message from 2008. "The journey has now begun." What a journey these past almost 5 years have been.
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